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[Dec 16 12]
[ mood | okay ]

From now on, this is FRIENDS ONLY =)
Feel free to comment, I'll probably add you if we have interests in common, or if you have a good reason why I should add you =)
(banner by marciavandecamp) thanks!

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[Sep 13 06]
[ mood | okay ]

So today was a whole lot better than yesterday. I decided that I'm not gonna worry/be sad/be angry about schoolstuff anymore. It's so useless and silly =P.
Oh, and I did a quiz =P

Your Life Path Number is 9

Your purpose in life is to make the world better

You are very socially conscious and a total idealist.
You think there are many things wrong with the world, and you want to fix them.
You have a big idea of how to world could be, and you'll sacrifice almost anything to work towards this dream.

In love, you can easily see the beauty in someone else. And you never cling too tightly.

You are capable of great love, but it's hard for you to focus your love on one person or relationship.
You have a lot of outward focus, and you tend to blame the world for your failures.
You are often disappointed by the realities of life - it's hard for you to accept the shortcomings of the world.

It actually sounds kinda like me =P
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[Jul 18 06]
[ mood | indescribable ]

The world is such a crazy, silly, pretty place.
Most of the time I think of it as crazy. Everything about it, is just crazy. It is so hot that people are dying. At the same time I am having a lazy vacation. At the very same time a new tsunami strikes Java. Also happening at the same time: me wondering whether or not I should go online AGAIN...worrying about whether or not I should. And I'm still, still thinking about Amanda. Actually I'm thinking about nothing else, only when I'm reading =). And then there's this thing in Lebanon. The fights, the chaos. And I'm thinking whether I should take a job to make extra money. Such differences...It is SO weird.
But sometimes, I love everything about the world (hah, now I'm really starting to sound like a mushy old person, lol). When I feel like I can do whatever I want, the TOTAL freedom to do whatever I want...then I'm happy. Or when I've just read a good book or seen a good movie.
And I know that I'm repeating myself

But seriously, for a part of my happiness I'll have to thank Amanda ♥


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[Jul 17 06]
[ mood | confused ]

I went to this dreaminterpretationsite, and it was scary...all the symbols in my dream (snow, letters...) are meaning that I'm losing contact with reality and that I'm lonely.
The scary part is that I don't know whether that's true. I can't say it isn't. Can't say it is, either.
I haven't lost contact with reality (yet?), but I'm often alone. But that's because I want to be alone. I like hanging out with people, don't get me wrong, but just occasionally. I like being alone. It has nothing to do with loneliness. More with chosen solitude, I guess.
I shouldn't believe anything that site says, I know. But the thing is that I can't deny it might contain some kind of truth.
Oh what the heck...I love Amanda. Period. Nothing else, nothing more. Just love her.

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[Jul 17 06]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Ok, 2 things to tell:
1. The German girl didn't ditch me. Gee, I shouldn't be so insecure everytime I tell someone I like girls. It's stupid. I always think they will bail on me.
2. I even dreamt about Amanda last night. Now I love her even more.

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